A Narritave in lists (part final)

To do Tues May 2nd:

• Buy food
• Eat
• Check this box for writing a check list today
• Go to work tomorrow

To do Thurs May 4th:

• Eat
• Shower
• Check this box for getting out of bed today
• Go to work tomorrow

To do Sat May 6th:

• Eat
• Shower
• Put on clothes
• Check this box if I got that job offer to be an actual park ranger and even though I don’t have the emotional energy to see a future at all but it’s still cool I got offered pretty much literally my dream job

To do Weds May 9th:

• Do some dishes
• Cook some food
• Do some laundry
• Text Delia to let her know I’m alive
• Check this box for doing things like thinking about food and laundry

To do Tues May 9th:

• Call back Sarah who has been calling you for several days
• Check this box for being strong, even when I feel like a puddle of snuggie
• Dishes
• Laundry
• Send mother’s day card to mom
• Finalize dates for park ranger job
• Find a new book to read

To do Thurs May 11th

• Send in final acceptance and become an official park ranger!!
• Thank Sarah and Delia for all the food they gave me
• Start “Eating off the (Forest) Floor”
• Call mom on Sun
• Have lunch with Allen tomorrow
• Ask sarah to buzz my hair again before I become AN OFFICIAL PARK RANGER!!
• Check this box for recognizing that I’m feeling happy for the first time in what feels like a long fucking time

To do Mon May 15th

• Finalize camping trip with Adam and his friend Grace this weekend
• Finish “Eating off the Floor”
• Check this box because I ate a shit load of chocolate yesterday
• Buy food and new wool socks
• Double check necessities for new job
• Go to Delia’s board game night Weds

To do Thurs May 18:

• Check this box for generally hurting less
• Oil change for car
• Take it a little slower on the chocolate but stay body positive
• Make tea tonight
• Start “Native plants of the Adirondacks”
• Pack for camping trip
• Prepare for job that starts the Tues after labor day!!

To do Tues May 23rd:

• Start packing
• Check this for having an AMAZING camping trip with Alen and Grace and using your extensive knowledge of edible plants FOR THE FUCKING WIN
• E-mail Grace about how she cleaned her camelback backpack
• Make sure you have odor-free soap/shampoo
• Write down your car’s important insurance info in your important documents file
• Do some cooking
• Call college friend Georgie about her plans for memorial day

To do Thurs May 26:

• Pack!!
• Lunch with Georgie Saturday
• Dinner with the gang at Sarah’s Sunday
• Check this box for going to your dream job and barely thinking about the woman who shattered your heart
• Double check the insurance

To do Mon May 29th:

• Gear up for new adventures